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Then presently amidst it all
I saw a living creature crawl.
Forward it crept and pushed its snout
Between the bars, and with sad eyes
Into my quiet room looked out,
As men looked out upon the skies;
And from its scalding throat there came
A faint voice hissing like a flame:
‘This is the end, the stratosphere,
The rim of the world where all life dies,
The vertigo of space, the fear
Of nothingness; before me lies
Blank silence, distances untold
Of unimaginable cold.
‘Faint lights that fitfully appear
Far off in that immense abyss
Are but reflections cast from here,
There is no other fire but this,
This speck of life, this fading spark
Enisled amid the boundless dark.
‘Blind Nature’s measureless rebuke
To all we value, I received
Long since (though wishes bait the hook
With tales our ancestors believed)
And now can face with fearless eye
Negation’s final sovereignty.’
INFATUATION
Body and soul most fit for love can best
Withstand it. I am ill, and cannot rest,
Therefore I’m caught. Disease is amorous, health
At love’s door has the pass both in and out.
Want cannot choose but grub with needy snout
In ravenous dreams, let temperance wait on wealth.
Don’t think of her tonight . . . the very strain
Wears the will down; then in she comes by stealth.
How am I made that such a thing can trouble
My fancy for a day? Her brain’s a bubble,
Her soul, a traveller’s tale. Her every thrust
And trick I understand . . . the mould so mean,
And she the thousandth copy, comes between
My thoughts and me . . . unfrank, unfit for trust,
Yet ignorant in her cunning, a blind tool,
When nature bids her, labouring as she must.
Back to my book. Read. Read. Don’t think upon her,
Where every thought is hatred and dishonour.
I do not love her, like her, wish her well.
Is it mere lust? But lust can quench his thirst
In any water; rather, at the first,
There was one moment when I could not tell
The thing she surely is. I stood unarmed
That moment, and the stroke that moment fell.
She stood, an image lost as soon as seen,
Like beauty in a vision half-caught between
Two aimless and long-lumbering dreams of night.
The thing I seek for was not anywhere
At any time on earth. That huntress air
And morning freshness was not hers by right.
She spoke, she smiled; put out what seemed the flame,
Left me the cold charred sticks, the ashes white.
And from these sprang the dream I dare not chase,
Lest, the long hunt being over, I embrace
My shadow. (Furies wait upon that bed)
It plucks me at the elbow . . . ‘love can reach
That other soul of hers . . . charity teach
Atrophied powers once more to raise the head,
Sweet charity.’ But she can never learn;
And what am I, whose voice should wake the dead?
How could she learn, who never since her birth
Looked out of her desires and saw the earth
Unshadowed by herself. She knows that man
Has whimsies, and will talk, and take concern
With wonderings and desires that serve no turn
Of woman. She would ape, (for well she can),
The rapt disciple at her need, till mask
Was needless . . . And all ends where it began.
Her holiest moods are gaudy desecrations
Of poor half holy things: her exaltations
Are frothed from music, moonlight, wine and dance;
Love is to her a dream of bridal dresses,
Friendship, a tittering hour of girl’s caresses,
Virtue, a steady purpose to advance,
Honoured, and safe, by the old well-proven roads,
No loophole left to passion or to chance.
I longed last night to make her know the truth
That none of them has told her. Flushed with youth,
Dazed with a half-hour triumph, she held the crowd.
She loved the boys that buzzed on her like flies,
She loved the envy in the women’s eyes,
Faster she talked. I longed to cry aloud,
‘What, has no brother told you yet, with whom
With what, you share the power that makes you proud?’
Could she have looked so noble, and no seed
Of spirit in her at all? But mother-greed
Has linked her boy-like splendour to the yoke.
Venus infernal taught such voice and eyes
To bear themselves abroad for merchandise . . .
Horrible woman-nature, at one stroke
Making the beauty, bending beauty down
To ruthless tasks, before the spirit awoke.
Thank heaven, though I were meshed and made secure,
Its odds, she’d never have me. I am poor . . .
Thank heaven, for if she did, what comes behind!
Can I not see her now, marked with my name,
Among my friends (shame not to hide my shame),
And her glib tongue runs on and rambles blind
Through slippery paths, revealing and revealing,
While they for my sake cover it and are kind.
Kind? Let them look at home. Which of them all
Knows how his act or word next hour may fall?
Into them, too, this might have come, unbidden,
Unlooked for. For each one of us, down below
The caldron brews in the dark. We do not know
By whom, or on what fields, we are reined and ridden.
There are not acts; spectators of ourselves
We wait and watch the event, the cause is hidden.
All power in man is mummery: good report
A fable: this apparent mind, the sport
For mumbling dynasts old as wind and tide.
Talk, posture, gild it over . . . still the motion
That moves us is not ours, but in the ocean
Of hunger and bleak fear, like buoys we ride,
And seem to move ourselves, and in the waves
Lifting and falling take our shame and pride.
VOWELS AND SIRENS
Chosen to seduce you,
Those dove-like vowels;
Deuro—Kudos—Odusseus.
Opening the bay, his prow
Appeared. Air rang with
Siren voices;
The hero, bound, in anguish,
Strove to retract his choice.
Nothing of solace
For lovers’ longings
They breathed. Of vanished knowledge
Was their intemperate song,
A music that resembled
Some earlier music
That men are born remembering.
What all the gods refuse—
The backward journey
To the steep river’s
Hid source, the great returning—
The Sirens feigned to give.
Cool voices, lying
Words abuse us,
Cooing Kudos Achaiôn,
Warbling their half-true news.
THE PRUDENT JAILER
Always the old nostalgia? Yes.
We still remember times before
We had learned to wear the prison dress
Or steel rings rubbed our ankles sore.
Escap
ists? Yes. Looking at bars
And chains, we think of files; and then
Of black nights without moon or stars
And luck befriending hunted men.
Still when we hear the trains at night
We envy the free travellers, whirled
In how few moments past the sight
Of the blind wall that bounds our world.
Our Jailer (well he may) prefers
Our thoughts should keep a narrower range.
‘The proper study of prisoners
Is prison,’ he tells us. Is it strange?
And if old freedom in our glance
Betrays itself, he calls it names
‘Dope’—‘Wishful thinking’—or ‘Romance’,
Till tireless propaganda tames.
All but the strong whose hearts they break,
All but the few whose faith is whole.
Stone walls cannot a prison make
Half so secure as rigmarole.
AUBADE
Eight strokes sound from within. The crowd, assembled
Outside, stare at the gate (it disregards them).
What lure brings them so early, under driving
Smoke-grey cloud with a hint of rain, before their
Day’s work? Might pity draw them? Was the motive
Self-pleased—say, Pharisaical—delight in
Earth’s old lex talionis? Easy answers,
Yet both short of the truth perhaps. The sharpest
Cause might be that amid the swirl of phantoms—
Film, broadcast, propaganda, picture-thinking—
Death, like cancer or crime or copulation,
Stands out real; and the soul with native hunger
(Called sensationalism in cultured circles)
Seeks food ev’n in the dingiest of quarters.
I, snugged down in a bed, in warm refinement,
Dare not judge what attraction called and kept them,
Packed thus, waiting an hour or so to see the
Jail’s black flag running up between the chimneys.
PATTERN
Some believe the slumber
Of trees is in December
When timber’s naked under sky
And squirrel keeps his chamber.
But I believe their fibres
Awake to life and labour
When turbulence comes roaring up
The land in loud October,
And plunders, strips, and sunders
And sends the leaves to wander
And undisguises prickly shapes
Beneath the golden splendour.
Then form returns. In warmer,
Seductive days, disarming
Its firmer will, the wood grew soft
And put forth dreams to murmur.
Into earnest winter
With spirit alert it enters;
The hunter wind and the hound frost
Have quelled the green enchanter.
AFTER ARISTOTLE
Virtue, thou whom men with toil
Seek as their most precious spoil,
Gladly here in Greece for thy
Beauty, Virgin, men will die
And will live laborious days
And pass, unwearying, hard assays;
So arch-potent is thy touch
Upon mortal hearts, and such
Thy unfading fruit; by far
More esteemed than riches are;
Dearer than, and loved beyond
Our father kind, our mother fond;
Dearer even than the deep-
Dark eyes of the god of Sleep.
Swift as hounds in chase of thee
Leda’s twin-born progeny
And Heracles, whom Zeus begot,
To their last hour fainted not;
Following through labours long
Thee who mak’st thy lovers strong;
So for thee Achilles and
Aias sought the silent land.
And now of late the nursling of
Atarneus town for thy dear love
Thought it not much to throw away
The sunlight of our mortal day.
Therefore all the daughters nine
Of Mnemosyne divine
Beyond the reach of death will raise
His name in song, nor from his praise
Disjoin the lauds of Zeus who best
Champions the truth of host to guest
And hallows the fine cords that tie
Friendship indissolubly.
REASON
Set on the soul’s acropolis the reason stands
A virgin, arm’d, commercing with celestial light,
And he who sins against her has defiled his own
Virginity: no cleansing makes his garment white;
So clear is reason. But how dark imagining,
Warm, dark, obscure and infinite, daughter of Night:
Dark is her brow, the beauty of her eyes with sleep
Is loaded, and her pains are long, and her delight.
Tempt not Athene. Wound not in her fertile pains
Demeter, nor rebel against her mother-right.
Oh who will reconcile in me both maid and mother,
Who make in me a concord of the depth and height?
Who make imagination’s dim exploring touch
Ever report the same as intellectual sight?
Then could I truly say, and not deceive,
Then wholly say, that I BELIEVE.
TO ANDREW MARVELL
Marvell, they say your verse is faint
Beside the range of Donne’s;
Too clear for them, too free from taint
Of noise, your music runs.
Their sultry minds can ill conceive
How godlike power should dwell
Except where lungs with torment heave
And giant muscles swell.
The better swordsman with a smile
His cool passado gives;
Smooth is the flooding of the Nile
By which all Egypt lives.
Sweetness and strength from regions far
Withdrawn and strange you bring,
And look no stronger than a star,
No graver than the spring.
LINES WRITTEN IN A COPY OF MILTON’S WORKS
Alas! the happy beasts at pasture play
All, all alike; all of one mind are they;
By Nature with indifferent kindness blessed,
None loves a special friend beyond the rest;
No sparrow lacks a friend with whom to roam
All day for seeds till evening bids them home;
Whom if with cunning beak the cruel kite
Or peasant’s arrow snatch from him tonight,
With a new friend next day, content, he wings his flight.
Not so is Man, who in his fellows finds
(Hard fate!) discordant souls and alien minds!
To him, though searching long, will scarce be shown
One heart amidst a thousand like his own;
Or if, at last relenting, fate shall send
In answer to his prayer, the authentic friend,
Him in some unsuspected hour, some day
He never dreaded, Death will snatch away
And leave behind a loss that time can ne’er allay.
Who now can charm to rest each eating care?
Who now the secrets of my bosom share?
Who now can while away with the delight
Of his discourse the livelong winter night,
When cracking nuts and hissing apples roast
Upon the hearth and from his southern coast
The wet wind in the elm-tree branches roars
And makes one vast confusion out of doors?
Alone I walk the fields and plains, alone
The dark vales with dense branches overgrown.
Here, as day fades, I wait, and all around
I hear the rain that falls with sullen sound.
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nbsp; SCHOLAR’S MELANCHOLY
The mind too has her fossils to record her past,
Cold characters, immobile, of what once was new
And hot with life. Old papers, as we rummage through
Neglected drawers, still show us where the pen, fast, fast,
Ate up the sheets: and wondering, we remember vast
Designs and knowledge gathered, and intent to do
What we were able then to have done . . . something drew
A sponge across that slate. The ferly would not last.
Though Will can stretch his viaduct with level thrust
High above shagg’d woods, quaking swamp, and desert dust
Of changing times, yet he must dig for his material
In local quarries of the varying moment—must
Use wattle and daub in countries without stone, and trust
To basest matter the proud arches’ form imperial.
PART III
A LARGER WORLD
WORMWOOD
Thou only art alternative to God, oh, dark
And burning island among spirits, tenth hierarch,
Wormwood, immortal Satan, Ahriman, alone
Second to Him to whom no second else were known,
Being essential fire, sprung of His fire, but bound
Within the lightless furnace of thy Self, bricked round
To rage in the reverberated heat from seven
Containing walls: hence power thou hast to rival heaven.
Therefore, except the temperance of the eternal love
Only thy absolute lust is worth the thinking of.
All else is weak disguising of the wishful heart,
All that seemed earth is Hell, or Heaven. God is: thou art:
The rest, illusion. How should man live save as glass
To let the white light without flame, the Father, pass
Unstained: or else—opaque, molten to thy desire,
Venus infernal starving in the strength of fire!
Lord, open not too often my weak eyes to this.
VIRTUE’S INDEPENDENCE
I have scraped clean the plateau from the filthy earth,
Earth the unchaste, the fruitful, the great grand maternal,
Sprawling creature, lolling at random and supine
The broad-faced, sluttish helot, the slave wife
Grubby and warm, who opens unashamed
Her thousand wombs unguarded to the lickerous sun.
Now I have scoured my rock clean from the filthy earth
On it no root can strike and no blade come to birth,